Well, the thought of me being single was great at this moment J I did
enjoy it. But the idea of me being single for a year, so intriguing. Then when someone
came up to me, wanting to be in my life. I honestly just said, no. And he didn’t
force anything. And without leaving me. but,then I realize. Something? I could
not live my life just based on my past. I had to live it. Forcing my way into
being single, I know it would'nt at all guarantee my happiness. Maybe not now.
Maybe soon. The moral all this about.. Everyone cannot force yourself to love,
to love someone just because you want someone beside you, feel emptiness or
etc. The thing is, you just fall. When you fall in love, it just happens that
way.