UPDATE

I'm trying to learning to appreciate little things in life, like funny jokes and a good secondhand buy really help in my effort to remain happy. Seeing girls and boys to hang around and bin loveydovey does not give me a huge pang of sadness anymore, it just makes me look forward to get the opportunity to do that as well. And presence of family is always, always appreciated, I'm so Grateful to have mumma and brother and sister and many more relatives with me, and hopefully I'll get to see my Umar real soon, that is something I'm really looking forward to. I'm also rates trying to changes my general outlook on things.