Just had a KFC Zinger Burger and French Fries after an hour evening walk with ell. How someone can be as small as ell have that much ferocious bounding energy at this time astounds me. Its frosty and cold and horrible and i would rather be in bed but it has to be done. I haven't got my sleep for the whole day yet and vigorous daily exercise at sparrows fart at the evening seems like the best way to rectify this very frustrating situation. It does have its perks though..... Now I am sitting on my balcony, on a squashy red beanbag in the direct path of the sunlight listening to some tunes. The sun seems to have regained some of warmth and isn't a sickly pale yellow anymore. I am also pretending I don't have work to do today and that, That really makes me happy. And now I’m listening to a lovely mix of music. SOJA is currently playing on my speakers. It is restoring some much needed energy into my veins. What would it be like without music i wonder? I'm not talking about the whole "music is everywhere is you just listen" like that twat that played nothing on his piano for 4 mins and 33 seconds. But what if we had no concept of notes and sound and voice and how to string words together to make lyrics? Life would just be so much more unpleasant. But then how can you miss what you never had? I’d a terrible nightmare the other night. I was attacked and i was screaming but I’d no voice to scream with, as much as i tried, until i discovered that it was not that i had no voice it was that everyone in the world had gone deaf and there was a crushing oppressive silence. How simply awful to exist without sound and music..strange little errant thoughts. I should really stop voicing such stupid things. Music just makes it <3
