TODAY,

I feel a bit strange, so just thought I'd have a little ramble. I'm totally in the mindset of just wanting something to be new. I feel a bit suffocated about things right now and I'm not entirely sure why. Do u ever feel like u just want to break free and do something, but u're not sure what? I've got such a strong feeling inside today and I haven't a clue what to do with it. Instd I knw I had a tough couple of months and things are picking up now. I can't trust everything completely just yet. But can u ever put your complete trust in anything? Knowing how quickly something can go wrong? I don’t know. In other story, Last day something happen at srflft which is so disappoint me and it’s such like I want to punch someone face .Imagine that, how can you literally deal with people who don't even bother saying "thank you" when you spend time doing things for them? Have u guys handled situations like this recently? cause this type of thing especially makes my blood boil, seriously. And that's because I always make sure people know how grateful Im if they do things for me, whether it's a big or small thing. And literally everyone in srftlft managed to get the flu and give it to everyone else, includin me. YES THANK YOU.  I've turned into an old, old lady, like sitting in with cups of tea (no cokes, no cold storge drink!), bowls of soup and blankets definitely means I'm resembling a lady who's above ninety years old. Except for the fact that I've been wearing my massive young guns hoodie, which if anything means at least Ima "hip" old granny, cool! I haven't been ill in so long! I'm way lucky for that. Plus I hate it when people moan too much about just having a "cold" when they have one every other week - grow a pair and get on with it, I doubt u get a cold that requires u to moan that many times during a year:P So Ive allowed myself to moan bout having the flu today because it's a rare occurrence haha. And bcause it's my of day at srflft so I need a better environment at home, THANK YOU?