We made them..we miss them, and sometimes we hate them but once it become a memory we aren't allowed to erase them we try our best by getting busy . Having new hobbies or knowing new people but they find their way back to our life and then hit you when you less expected it because its there in your mind what ever you do when ever you go it’s the biggest part of your daily thinking, we may forget the details but we will never forget how it used to feel, how it used to make you laugh how it used to comfort you, how good having this person in your life. The feeling is always there waiting to go out by any kind of way.. Yesterday I was chilling at One U, it was freezing the rain has just stopped leaving everything sparkling under the moon light I put my hands in my pocks to warm them a little then, I heard a song coming from one of boutique, the cold wind hit my face with the melody of the song, I know that song I know every single word of it. You know this feeling the sudden flash that makes your mind go searching for old memories and feeling? It was like the music playing on my heart with a hammer breaking it into million pieces And you was about to cried!! The weirdest tear you would have which..a tear full of sadness, love and curious if that person still remember you the same? A very heavy meaningful hurtful tear, A tear that you missed that person so much that you feel you have lost part of your soul.. The feeling of secure happy and belonged is no more there.. The smile which light your whole day up is gone. The passion, and the intimacy found their way out of your heart. My bad, I shouldn't cried for the mistakes we made, the moments we waste, I cried for you if only you were here beside me, if only we can share laughter again … and if only we weren't that stupid to let go.. and I drew in my own tears and thoughts.
