Our real blessings often appear to us in the shapes of pains, losses and disappointments; but let us have patience, and we soon shall see them in their proper figures. As I'm now. I've faith in everything. Someday, I know perhaps God will listen to my prayers. Even if He unanswered mine, I wouldn't mind at all. I've faith in everything. I'll let everything goes as what my fate wrote. I can handle it anyway. Handle it how pain goes by, how I live a life. I still couldn't find a spirit of happiness. But, I'll never give up to search it in my own way. Hopefully soon, everything will get better, amen.